11 March 2012

special is istimewa

special means istimewa,and that was only word that i can say,you are so and very very special for me,hehe. i dont know how to impress,i dont know how to say,and also i dont know how to show that i really love you,you have change some or certain thing in my life start from the first till now. you have try harder to give the best for me. you always keep bebel bebel at me,keep marah marah at me,and i know all those thing is only the way to change me from baddd to a gooood one :) syukur alhamdulillah,even you didnt know that im about to change even a little bit,not at all but trust me,some people need time to change,and certain people can change only in one second -.-
i always and really need your support to change some more thing in my life.
and for sure,day by day my love towards you become more more and more.
you always mad at me when im cry,you always pesan at me
'jangan nangis sebab benda kecik,benda remeh temeh,tapi nangis bila kita kehilangan mak' (touched :'( )
and i still remember those nasihat till now even sometime,rasa mcam bukan sometime
but mudah sangat nangis tak kira for small matter or big problems :)
belajar jadi hati kering,jangan cepat sangat menitis air mata tu,i have try try and try but,sometime boleh la berhati kering if all the time my tears is too easy to falling down,hehe :') sorry
the moral of the story is

you are soooo special and you got a special place in my heart 
and
you are the one who i wish to be with me till my last breathhhh
and
you are the one who can cheer me up after my family

I LOVE ALL OF THEM and YOU muhammad izhaqim :')

with love and hugs,
fateen wawa

hilang,kehilangan

aku taktau mcammana nak mula.dah lama sangat aku tinggalkan blog ni. tapi hari ni,tiba tiba wujud 1 perasaan yg amat amat menyedihkan aku,apa yg meneydihkan aku,aku terfikir macam mana kalau sekiranya 1 hari nanti,aku akan kehilangan org yg aku sayang,aku cinta,aku selalu rindu.mak ayah,adik beradik n,awak.muhammad izhaqim. aku taktau,lately aku terlalu cepat tersentuh,terlalu mudah air mata ni mengalir,bila teringatkan mereka semua.hati aku jadi rindu sangat,aku terlalu rindukan mereka, betapa sayang dan kasih aku pd mereka.tolong jgn ambil mereka dr aku ya allah.tolongg